Ok so im sick and tired of the way that im living my life right now i gotta find out what i really want to do with the rest of my life. All of my friends made it past their first year of college and they all seemed to have a good time while at it. i guess i feel like im being left behind from the group. I havent talked to any of my old friends from high school which everybody says is ok because you meet your true friends in college or something like that. And while i was in college i made some of the greatest friends i have ever had the thing is, is right now it is impossible for me to see them untill i decide what to do with my life.


So yeah im in a bit of a vicious circle the cool thing is, is that my sis is letting me stay at her place for atleast another two weeks (btw kim if ya reading this thx again) so im gonna mull over some things and change what needs to be changed

and i hope this isnt another broken promise but i hope to have some new stuff out soon lately ive been focused on playing guitar and stuff so yeah.

ahhh. forgot how good it feels to get something off of my chest.

LAST THING how is everybody doing?